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11:10 p.m. - 2006-11-15
hecktack life
well september of last year my sister my nephew and her partner moved to new zealnd.mums been depressed ever since.I have been tryign top move on.I have been out on many dates ,and involved in karate loads try to be there for mum but its hard sometimes when she thinks none wants to listen but i try to listen and be there for her between my busy schedule she feels sad for me blames herself because i havent got partner thinks its he fault i have told her loads of times it isnt.

11:00 p.m. - 2006-11-15
been busy
one of my favorite movies are Amity Ville Horror
Stephen king movies
Nightmare on elm street so on.
national lampoons christmas vacation

10:34 p.m. - 2006-11-15
been busy
hello sorry i havent written in here for a while have been really busy had family over im a purple belt in karate,and going for my brown belt in sai jitsu this weekend then have a week off had a wysok tournament last weekend.Wohh what a busy week feed up with my job.

2:11 p.m. - 2006-09-25

2:10 p.m. - 2006-09-25
simple kind of family life!

2:08 p.m. - 2006-09-25
grad school psychology/social care
got grad school book today Im-pressive.
Ive been browing through the interesting programs so far psychology program it seems perfect.KKMy gpa 3.5

2:05 p.m. - 2006-09-25
poem i wrote
I miss you more than words can say more than i thought possible.I miss your laugh your smile and your touch.
Miss going o sleep at night feeling safe in your arms.miss the sheer joy of being together.

2:04 p.m. - 2006-09-25
discovering myself
well been dragging myself out of bed today to go to schoolI have been lucky to get as on my exams lately but dont know how much longer i can keep that up.

2:02 p.m. - 2006-09-25
Hell ojust me here started at wakefield college again social care this time there is this girl who is in our group who has epilepsy reallly bad and has gon to several colleges because none of them wouldnt keep her because she kept having fits.Andon oprintation day she had one for thirty seconds.SO It took twenty minutes of class time though.

11:33 p.m. - 2006-08-25
discovering myself
hello sorry i havet bloged in here for a while so much has gone on in 2005 and 2006 I think i havent had time to type it wrote it though on paper will blog on here loads tomorrow before they think of deleting my diary and i dont want that.

11:32 p.m. - 2006-08-25
year 2002
This is a diary of a 21-32 yr old college female who is tryign to find what she wants in life.

10:07 p.m. - 2006-08-12
discovering myself
discovering myself

It was the year 1997 I was working at a retirement centre on Jimmy ann drive in Daytona beach fl
While working there 20hrs a day as a nurses adi trying to help take care of my sick father to pay his bills.This new care giver came in the mums name was peggy and we were friends for a while I was glad that i finally fitted in somewhere and go out with to clubs and pick up fellas then plus ended up being friends with my suisters mates hanging out.

10:05 p.m. - 2006-08-12
How do you feel about the recent events of the threat in this bomb threat against britain and american and how is everyone else comping with the aftermaths

10:04 p.m. - 2006-08-12
hello sorry i havent written in here for a while i have loads to tell you loads have been going on since then.

2:09 p.m. - 2006-01-22
Sorry I haven't blogged in here for ages found out that my auntie dell deid on friday and my sensei wanted me to do my katas and my combinations and techniques im sure i messed up several times but i got it down after and did it while matt kemp watched the teacher who didnt liek me much well he acted like it anyway.

2:08 p.m. - 2006-01-22
I stayed at my mates house all weekend
and got ready to go to cinema and the club after.

2:06 p.m. - 2006-01-22
didnt do to much today but i was able to meet with a few peopl I needed to right now im eating maltezers.

2:05 p.m. - 2006-01-22
year 2002
Yes world I want out of yes in three daays I'm about to graduate.18th of March.

2:26 p.m. - 2005-11-07
April friday the 30th,1999
I am so fed up with school meaning all the different cliques and dumb groups they have I hate not being popular.

2:25 p.m. - 2005-11-07
Sunday november 22,1998
Anyway im going to see a movie called Ill bne home for christmas i also have a girl scouts meeting.

9:58 p.m. - 2005-11-06
trying to keep it together
I am trying to keep it together

I am having a nervouse total breakdown.mabey this is way to heal. iam so tired of people who say i cant do something because i have disabilities and then they get upset when i tell on them.

9:54 p.m. - 2005-11-06
work sucks feb2005
january been a bit better month as far as karate goes. but work has been a bit widle jackie been out on sick leave due to knee injury that happened at work,so while she was out sick i see why jackies been crying.they would get temps in to work when they dont do what they are told wed get the blaim for it.

9:50 p.m. - 2005-11-06
feb 6 2005
Theres loads going on this week-today we got new neighbors that moved in across the road more kids that are cloose to kiran and nosheens age.

1:45 p.m. - 2005-11-06
long time
hello sorry i havent bloged in here fora while been busy

8:24 p.m. - 2003-10-03
work work work
clean house work from 10-2pm

8:24 p.m. - 2003-10-18
Fran work 10-2pm

8:23 p.m. - 2003-11-02
lunch with the family

8:22 p.m. - 2003-10-01
nuight out!
drug awareness day at the new life christmas center-geroge street!

8:21 p.m. - 2003-10-31
stuff to do.
dinner with davids parentssaturday or sunday

1:58 p.m. - 2005-03-02
Hello not much going on here!
Hello,glad you guys took time out to read my diary.All though have not had time to update much been getting ready for upcoming exam in karate and work have had a new employee that started and have another one that starts today.And in order to read my entries you unfortainitly have to hit the previouse button at the bottom of the page because thats way its set up since i changed the background.

5:40 p.m. - 2005-02-27
School time
Mr.frank was not giving me an easy time.Is why i got stuck on the other side of the room.

5:36 p.m. - 2005-02-27
Tuesday 31,2004
Charcoal Filter nobody knows them yeah they are a band!Yeah um...Today in Biography I always seem to dread answereing the same question that Mr.Frank always ask me when i go in .Im am also having to wait for Mr.Porter stupid commuter teacher yep this isnt all that happened, Anyway the Asian Club,amusing I sta opposite side of the room.

5:31 p.m. - 2005-02-27
Karate ramblings!
Well thats enough rambling on about work fo the day.In other news Sensei Matts still ignoring me still.Asked sam if she could teach me some Japanesse.So tired its so hard to rember stuff but am so energetic.

5:30 p.m. - 2005-02-27
Today went very slowly.Im pretty much tuned out now that i have decided to quit my job over at gala.

6:00pm - 2003-11-30

7:30 p.m. - 2003-01-28
church activities
Legion meeting

11:10a.m. - 2003-11-26
Drs aptr

11:00 a.m.-1:00p.m - 2003-11-25
college years continued

4:00 p.m. - 2003-24-11
college years
computer course

6:00pm - 2003-23-11

9:00 a.m. - 2004-11-22

7: 30p.m. - 2003-11-21
daily schedule
legion meeting at church meet mark at mencap at 2:00pm

2:11 p.m. - 2002-10-12
Diet book
my little black diet book

this christmas 245.8 5'11 inches tall medium built.I am going to get down to my ioriginal weight which is 11 stones.6 or 11.0 stones.I want to acomplish this goal by march 4th 2004.Its amazing Ive been way to shy to wear skirts,cocktail dresses.I'm determined to over come that fear by getting down to that size.

9:52 p.m. - 2004-02-11
I'm having an affair!
Meet Mark at Mencap,Legion meeting at 7:30pm,pick up more meds.Sunday 16th Erams party 4-9pm,monday work 2-6pmtuesday work from 1-6pm Wednesday,10,2pm.thursday work 3-8pm legion meeting at 7-30pm -10pm-took pudge to the vet had sex with Mahamid.Saturday work from 9-4pm Church Sunday 23.

9:50 p.m. - 2003-14-11
Having an affair agian with the same guy!
had sex with Mahamid at 2:38pm,10:00am had Computer course,Legion meeting at 7:30pm

9:46 p.m. - 2003-07-03
My boring life!
work saturday,12-4pm

take pudge to the vet at 6-6:30pm on the 8th,grand opening at the hotplate.

church mum reads me read for her.D/ course,bring passport,4pm January.eeting help rwegarding soup kitchen at churchmum went to sisters i staayed home had sex with mahamid.

9:45 p.m. - 2004-06-11
Boring life just another day!
work 12-6pm,me social security at 11:00am

9:43 p.m. - 2003-05-05
Feel the same as I did yesturday just different day!
work 12-6inspection from Richard Kenndle

9:35 p.m. - 2003-03-03
medicanes and work schedule
go to the bank,get medicanines and ythats it not much to tell!Ok And go to work.

5:00pm - 2004-11-02
work schedule
work at netto from 9-4pm meet david and parents and mum for dinner.

9:31 p.m. - 2003-01-11
college schedule and work schedule
computer course 9:00am -10:00am

2:00 p.m. - 2003-31-10
college schedule
start college course see about signing up for computer course wakefield learning event

9:00 a.m. - 20043-30-10
Work schedule
work at netto

2:00 p.m. - 2003-28-10
Work Schedule!
Going to watch James,at 2:00pm

12-6pm work over at Netto on Dewsbury Road.

5:22 p.m. - 2003-02-11
Job interviews lined up!
sue hemming way 789-225.spoke to jean job interviewat 11:00pm at meadowhall.

5:18 p.m. - 2003-25-11
Friends !
my friends SHOWEB AKHTAR,NOSHEEN AKTHTAR,Eram Akhtar,Samia Akhtar,went to church.

5:17 p.m. - 2003-25-10
Nosheen came over and slept over for the night.

5:11 p.m. - 2003-21-10
Another day
went to visit someone from church,with agnus,went to the post office and cleaners

5:10 p.m. - 2003-19-10
Sunday afternoon!
read at mass at 6:00pm,

5:08 p.m. - 2003-19-10
Sleeover party,friends faught with me!
sleept over across the road,faught for about four weeks.

2:00p.m. - 2003-17-11
meet mark at the mencap office.prayer group at church 7:00pm

5:04 p.m. - 2003-14-10
Got better things to do!
went to the bank about a Morgage,at 12:oopm called college about classes.friend Kiran graduated from Mosk,

5:03 p.m. - 2003-14-11
Party Night!
graduated mosk today my friends that is,she had a party mum and i got invited.

5:02 p.m. - 2003-13-10
Check up!
pudge and mittens to the vet.

5:01 p.m. - 2003-12-10
Church day again!
me read at mass

5:00 p.m. - 2003-11-10
Family outing!
meet with david and christina

2:00pm - 2003-10-10
Schedule for today part 1
meet with mark at mencap.

10:00a.m - 2004-07-10
Boring day today!
have a drs appointment,sit with James at around 5:30pm saw sam and the kids.

4:55 p.m. - 2003-06-10
Schedule for the day!
Shopping,work out,make phone calls,called drs,took mittens to the vet so he can be fixed.

6:02 p.m. - 2003-09-04-05
Shopping days!
me get buffy vidios saturday and script books,me read at mass on sunday at 6:00pm

6:00 p.m. - 2003-08-02
depart from usa to go home to england.

5:59 p.m. - 2003-24-08
party night
Went to the Ocean Deck!

3:30 p.m. - 2004-02-01
fun time
meet with father bob at st.pauls catholic church,icki and harrys game?Saw renbnecca for lunch

5:55 p.m. - 2003-08-23
saw friends
went to laundry matt,saw rebeca at chillies set up lunch date.

1:45p.m. - 2003-08-18
on usa grounds
arrived in florida

5:52 p.m. - 2003-17-08
trip to florida
left from england to go to florida

5:51 p.m. - 2004-02-01
mum and i to the hairdressers,mittens to the kennel

11:10 a.m. - 2003-08-15
Me to dr Louiza clinic.About my calcium and levels

6:30 p.m. - 2003-08-13
date with pete
had date with pete went to eat ,saw a movuie,had sex

7:30 p.m. - 2003-07-12
friday night
Mum and I had legion meeting

5:44 p.m. - 2003-04-03
normal day again
went shopping,went to my sisters to see nephew,order buffy videos

5:42 p.m. - 2004-02-01
normal day!
pay day,drs pharmacy,checked email,helped sam with her kids homework.

5:40 p.m. - 2004-02-01
Trip to florida for two weeks!
Mum and I booked hotel room at the best western mayan inn 103 s ocean ave,daytona beach fl,32118


5:38 p.m. - 2003-07-18
Saw my neephew at the hospital!

5:37 p.m. - 2003-07-01
My nephew is born!
David and christina became parents(baby boy;James mathew Farrrar)

5:36 p.m. - 2003-07-01
My cats drs apt
Mittens goes to the vet to get nughtered

5:31 p.m. - 2003-07-03
church day
Read at church mittens no food after 5pm because he has to go to the vet for test.

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